College Life

Gallon Challenge

What happens when you get bored? You dye your hair!

Some of the roomies

Rexburg Temple

Bowling

Moe and I in Jackson Hole, Wyoming

So I have now almost been here in Rexburg, Idaho for two months. Let me tell you, it has been probably one of the hardest two months ever. I was so excited to be on my own and everything but it is not as amazing as you think it should be. I am rooming with Maribelle and without her I would be completly lost. We are so much alike that sometimes it scares me. Our closets doubled when we came here because her and I are the same size and everything which is so cool! But I do miss home alot. I miss my parents and my siblings and I even miss Simon. But what i miss most is complements and prayer. Sometimes I sit in bed and cry, because I want to be home so bad. I miss my friends and the crazy things we would do together. I miss laughing with Chloe and Betsy till our stomachs hurt. I miss being able to sleep in my own bed. I miss mom and dad coming into my room and saying goodnight. Coming to BYU-Idaho has really made me emotional haha. Even writing this right now I'm crying. I just want so bad to be liked, not only liked but liked for who I am. I feel like when I am here I try to please people so that I can make friends, which is so not like me. I know I am strong and can do this, but sometimes it seems impossible. I fly home in eleven days!!! I cannot wait I will most likely cry when I see my family and friends. It is a much needed flight home. Lets hope things get better soon I dont know how much longer I can do this..